The things I’ve learned, accomplished this year is great. Even more so with what I have to deal with. I became a Reiki master, a certificate in animal and crystal Reiki, as well as attuned many students. I became certified in meditation, alternative healing methods, chakra cleansing, past life regression, and many more. I’ve taught classes myself, in chakras, auras, Reiki, Norse mythology, and started doing monthly astrological tarot readings on YouTube.
I started my own business being a reader and Reiki practitioner. As well as worked at psychic shows, done house cleansings, and crossed numerous spirits over. I’ve even been lucky to assist in many missing person cases.
I’ve started painting again and sculpting. I even started my own company selling makeup online and doing video tutorials on applying makeup. This was after becoming a broadcaster on social media where I do live psychic, medium, tarot and oracle readings.
I’ve fallen in love for the first time and truly gave my heart for the first time to my best friend. I truly know this person to be a soulmate in my life, and now one of the few I consider my family. My love and respect for this person is beyond anything I’ve ever felt before, and am thankful I have had the opportunity to fully and wholey love someone who I would do anything for. I also wish for all people who truly appreciate who they are with, to have the opportunity to have a love like this.
I’ve also realised this past year, that I have given my friendship and love to people who used me selfishly. Who think I am the bad guy. That’s okay if they truly can’t see where things went wrong. I wear my emotions on my sleeve for the people I truly let in my life, and many times to my own detriment. When I have realized I am now only in someone’s life for their benefit, at their beck and call, and not respecting my needs, then I walk. I’m okay w being considered being a bitch, if it means me having only positive people who want as much for me as I do for them, without jealousy or resentment. It is a breath of fresh air. I do not hex people I don’t like, despite what they may think lol, and I honestly want the best for them, but their opinion of me, holds no meaning good or bad. When I walk away, I am done.
I’ve had so many changes and many more to come. For the first time in a long time, I don’t know what’s going to happen long term from now, and that’s hard for me bc I thought I’d found what I was supposed to, only to realize it wasn’t reciprocated. So I move on towards my true intended path, just doing me the best way I know how. And soon enough I’ll find my home along the way.
Welcome to the crazy!